YSunday, July 29, 2007
Just... Leave Me Be...
What is this feeling that has overcome me? I feel tired, without the slightest flicker of hope. Life seems pointless. An overwhelming lethargy has blanketed my soul. I have no desire to pursue what I once sought. Nothing would gladden me more than to just lie here, in the dark stillness, letting my body waste away. As these emotions envelopes me, I wonder.
What could possibly have brought this upon me? Was it the hauntings of my regrets? The sad remembrance of previous mistakes? The Or was it... No. It couldn't be.
I had vowed, that I would never allow myself to suffer such a fate. I had fought all my life to resist it. My sweat, my toil, was it all for naught? As I lay here, I shed a single tear for what I've become. Perhaps, this was how it was meant to be. I laughed, a sad, quite laugh. What an ironic twist of fate. Soon, I would become em...
Wait a minute. Now I know what this feeling is. It's hunger. Idiot.
So, I had a sandwich. All is well.